Russian Doll Situation

Well was listening something from Flights of The Conchords called issue and there was this say of a russian doll situation. So yeah made me wonder about life, how it is absolutely an infinite Russian Doll loop... maybe its me just being a bit down about how much i have to do, maybe not... i think its the latter cause i m only slightly worried about work... gone were the days when i was afraid to fail, but its a bit more different now. I m not sure how to explain. LOL anyways what i was listening to was funny check it out if you want to, they are awesome... :


It doesn't take you long into life before you realize that you are going to have to access the situation you are in every now and then, more so then you'd like to. For me, this has changed the way i view my "life", it's now a day to day basis. When i was a kid, it was infinite, i couldn't see the end...there was no need for compartmentalization, then it moved on to events that i was required to do, exams and holidays, and in high school i had a very vague perception of what it really was, probably due to the fact that i didn't really understand why am i here... don't get me wrong i still don't and i don't even think the answer to that question is even static or even quasi-static. It probably changes like 10 times a day?... So why am i here? I don't know... i m not in a hurry to know... as long as i m still alive i will find out, if i m supposed to... but for now i have more than enough reason to do what i do everyday. For the people i love ... for the passion in the many things i enjoy doing, some of it you may think is silly but you are allowed to judge and i m allowed to ignore you, remember that.

So maybe life's a russian doll situation after all,all those questions, situations and problems that so repeat themselves in different magnitudes. All said and done, i guess you ought to be able to say i m satisfied with today; i eat like i m hungry, i cry like i m hurt, i smile like i mean it



But sometimes i just get too tired...